While I thankfully never fell into deep substance addiction, there was a stage in my life where I had that same mindset of “I don’t want to nor plan to live past [age], so I don’t care what I do or what consequences my actions have on my physical and/or mental wellbeing”. Thank you for sharing your experiences! Know that what you’re doing is resonating with and helping people. My mental health has gotten far better the last few years, and I’m now living the future I previously couldn’t even picture! Sometimes you do live, and sometimes it’s better than you could imagine. <3
I relate so hard to thinking you’re going to die young so it doesn’t matter. I got into drugs and prostitution when I was 13 and I was sure I would be dead by 18. I had such lofty dreams as a child but I abandoned them completely. I thought my only value was in sex and the only thing I was focused on was my next high. now I’m 18 and trying to go back to school (which is hard with my disabilities) and achieve my dreams again. I feel like I majorly fucked myself over by getting into the mindset that nothing matters anyways because I’m doomed. but oh well, we keep on pushing on haha
It’s not the same thing at all and I would never compare it, but I understand what she means when she says number two. I struggle with severe depression and genuinely feel surprised every year on my birthday that I made it and sometimes that feeling of I probably won’t make it to the next one keeps me from being a goal getter and I start to feel like I’m treadmill, Ing through life and as more time passes, you realize you haven’t really done much but it’s because you didn’t think you were going to be here to do anything so yeah definitely do something with the time that you’re in because you don’t know if you’ll be here tomorrow, but no one said you indefinitely won’t be here so🤷🏽♀️
On the plus side, your cat and tattoos are cute 😅 Seriously though, this is one of the most realistic discussions about addiction that I've seen. Thank you for sharing 💖
This is the truth! I was an IV addict for 10 years. I never thought I'd make it but I did. I'm 35 now been clean for 4 months now. I hope this story reached people and they really listen to it
Be proud of yourself for fighting for your life. Many can't. I have personal experience with loved ones and addiction who are now dead. I know your family's pain and grief at losing someone they love to this nightmare so I also know how happy and grateful they are that you chose to live. Keep fighting darling. ❤
You’re brave and beautiful. I’m very grateful that I never tried IV drugs but otherwise can very much relate to your situation – I was a heavy meth snorter back in the day and my brain and body are still permanently fucked 6 years clean. Proud of you and me and everyone else fighting the good fight!
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Stay 💪💪💪 sis! You matter! Ty for the sharing of your journey. Much 🫶
Thank you.
I love your necklace. The chains on, either side, look like the idiots delight. It's my favorite chain to make because of the name.
While I thankfully never fell into deep substance addiction, there was a stage in my life where I had that same mindset of “I don’t want to nor plan to live past [age], so I don’t care what I do or what consequences my actions have on my physical and/or mental wellbeing”.
Thank you for sharing your experiences! Know that what you’re doing is resonating with and helping people.
My mental health has gotten far better the last few years, and I’m now living the future I previously couldn’t even picture! Sometimes you do live, and sometimes it’s better than you could imagine. <3
Thank you for sharing your struggle, and insights on drug addiction ❤❤
for a song related to this, i'd recommend ryan and dave by rare americans. that one makes me cry each time
I relate to all of this 100%
Thank you for your honesty and so glad your alive and clean!! 🎉❤
This is an awesome story!! Thank you for choosing life🤗 and for sharing!! God bless you!!
I relate so hard to thinking you’re going to die young so it doesn’t matter. I got into drugs and prostitution when I was 13 and I was sure I would be dead by 18. I had such lofty dreams as a child but I abandoned them completely. I thought my only value was in sex and the only thing I was focused on was my next high. now I’m 18 and trying to go back to school (which is hard with my disabilities) and achieve my dreams again. I feel like I majorly fucked myself over by getting into the mindset that nothing matters anyways because I’m doomed. but oh well, we keep on pushing on haha
It’s not the same thing at all and I would never compare it, but I understand what she means when she says number two. I struggle with severe depression and genuinely feel surprised every year on my birthday that I made it and sometimes that feeling of I probably won’t make it to the next one keeps me from being a goal getter and I start to feel like I’m treadmill, Ing through life and as more time passes, you realize you haven’t really done much but it’s because you didn’t think you were going to be here to do anything so yeah definitely do something with the time that you’re in because you don’t know if you’ll be here tomorrow, but no one said you indefinitely won’t be here so🤷🏽♀️
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thank you so much for sharing, this is such an imported perspective!!! very happy and proud of you for making it to 33💓
Im a week clean
On the plus side, your cat and tattoos are cute 😅
Seriously though, this is one of the most realistic discussions about addiction that I've seen. Thank you for sharing 💖
Thankyou for sharing your story xx
This is the truth! I was an IV addict for 10 years. I never thought I'd make it but I did. I'm 35 now been clean for 4 months now. I hope this story reached people and they really listen to it
Yup. Hang in there for sure. Great job
Brave beautiful soul.
30 years sober❤
Be proud of yourself for fighting for your life. Many can't. I have personal experience with loved ones and addiction who are now dead. I know your family's pain and grief at losing someone they love to this nightmare so I also know how happy and grateful they are that you chose to live. Keep fighting darling. ❤
You’re brave and beautiful. I’m very grateful that I never tried IV drugs but otherwise can very much relate to your situation – I was a heavy meth snorter back in the day and my brain and body are still permanently fucked 6 years clean. Proud of you and me and everyone else fighting the good fight!
Wow, that was almost as brutal as reading "Wir Kinder vom Bahnhof Zoo"
I feel how you feel
wow, you are a fighter! keep going, proud of you and thank you for sharing what you know 🎉❤
Don’t normalize these things
Those were not your friends. Fck them.
🩵💜🩵💜🥹 ILVUSMUCHHHH!
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Wow, I'm so happy that you're in recovery. Thank you for such honest insight. Also your cat is so cute
Thank you for sharing your story, glad to hear about your recovery ❤️🩹